Idek Know Any more.. [girls]

Even though the title might seem a little miss leading. But yeah, there was a girl that it seems i can never talk to when we are around other people, it always has to be one on one. And whenever  i try to speaking cant speak so i try to show her , like my girl Karina sang in ' Cant find the words':

"You Got Me Trippin`' Over Words You Got me Stuttering

And Like A Bad Dream, you Call Me out But You Don`t Hear me Speak.

And in Constantly, I Find Myself in this predicament

so let me show you ... baby...

'Cause Actions speak louder than Words..!"

-Karina,First Love,'Cant Find The Words'

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Just to get off topic real quick, I`m a lil tight, SPEAKIN Of KARINA, that i did not get to see her perform.. usually there is a block party that HOT97 hosts on 146th street between 7th and 8th, from 11 a.m. to 6 p.m. right. I`ve been then since 11a.m. 2 about i give it 3 p.m. and my moms picked me to go to some church function that i had no idea about, and  i was there till 5. and Karina started singing at 4 or 3:30. But the point was i was so close to see the girl of my dreams on saturday, and my moms DEAD yanked that dream/chance out of my existence.

I was Tight. Im gonna meet her at one of her performances, Im Going to one eventually..!!

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i actually schedule/ plan what i want to say, because i know what i want to say, but i just don`t know how to say it to her. and i know we say we 'love' each other or whatever, but i just have a greatest fear that i might LOVE too hard. You ever saw the movie 'Hitch' with Will Smith? You ever saw the part when he was in college, That what I`m fearing.. lml

its pitiful, the regular BF, GF thing, but we don`t even go out.. lml

but basically  that constant dispute, :

me:"i love"

"her":"I Love yew More"

me:" Nah thats impossible"

etc.

i want THAT tew last forever... speaking of forever
dha video came out 4 dhat song!

 But i found out something AND  i dont think that she actualy loves me the way i love her,

but i cant act like Jay-z And swizz beatz and be "On To The Next One"

I love her.

i enjoy evry conversation with the sky..! oops, i said too much. lml

her beauty is just... has me speechless.

Ill get over it though.... i hope so...

*GONE

keymahnee How?WORD!? ["this love is taking its toll on me"]

I WAS RIGHT!... "TheresNoRainOnMyParade"

I Am Here by PSYCHIC! I told you Floyd 'Money' Mayweather was gunna win hands down!
Heres the 24/7 for it:

"Mayweather is only 32. His record is 40-0. Marquez pursued all night, tried mightily, produced huge punching flurries when he had Mayweather in the corners, and mostly hit air.

Marquez didn't have any trouble summing things up.
"He's too fast," Marquez said.
He also said that the knockdown in the second round surprised and hurt him, but not after that.
"I don't want to make excuses, but the weight was the difference," Marquez said. "If I had three or four more fights at this weight, I would have done better.""

[via : www.latimes.com]
By THE WAY, Im about to check out this harlem day parade, or the black parade as mad heads call it.

"THE

40th ANNUAL

AFRICAN AMERICAN
DAY PARADE
(Largest Black Parade In America )

On
SUNDAY, SEPTEMBER 20, 2009

1:00 P.M.

IN HARLEM

111th Street & Adam Clayton Powell Blvd. To 142nd Street

* Showcase of Positive Black Achievements
* Black Dignitaries and Celebrities
* Queens and Organizations Reflecting African Culture
* Salute to Black Colleges
* Stop Racism and Racial Profiling
* Organizations and Bands from 12 States"

thats what its supposed tew be for.... but you thts never going to happpen. lml

[just playing]

ill be back with a freestyle post later.. probably if i feel like it.

*gone*

nothing better ruin my day either! or ima act like KANYE at the VMA`s and everyone`s my taylorswift.... watch...!!

~keymahnee How?WORD!?

How About Those Moves?

Just came back from a Dance competition on 2nd avenue between 16 & 17th. It was live! It had every genre dancig. Vouging, Getting Lite, A Lil` bit of modern dance, Shakinq That {dairy air}....literally, Tutting, acrobatics, The whole 9.
I went there to see my cousin and i saw MAD outstanding shows.. i quit that so i can focus on music and righting about some one, like the skye.. i mean sky. lml. But yeah i Might get back into dancing. Its fun, all eyes are on you, and it just fits. "some one" once told me if you a good dancer you are supposed to be good in the sack, so " You ALREADY sKNOW!"
My cousin took the cake though, J@R3d could really dance. Shout outs tew his team "DaNewBreed"^^, they kewl. i Still can`t get over that they took $2,000 back to the crib though. WHile i was there i saw my sis friends, jay jay , doneesha, and Jessica, that was kind of unexpeted but hey, thats the way i like it. He beat one of the teams that was on ABDC.. americas next best dance crew if you didnt know. They Go by the name of "RythmnCity". Point blank my family Rocks. lmkewlao


OOOHH!!.., during the brief intermission, well after it, there was a fashion show,...shout out tew the FABRIC TWINZ for their creations...., a whole lot of beautiful girls but there was still 'ONE' that came to mind despite them BAD ones in front of me. but any way, the youngest girl had the strongest 'distinctive' walk out of the other models who were older. it caught my attention. and speaking of the others and catchingmy attention, there was a fabric malfunction in ONE OF THE MODELS OUTFITS AND WHEN SHE TURNED AROUND, IDK IF THERE WASNT ENOUGH FABRIC FOR HER SIZEE,cause she was a lil thick, BUT SHE AINT HAVE NO UNDIES ON SO How do i know? BECAUSE IT DIDNT COVER HER BIG OLE BUTT!. lml

thsts the video! that my cussin killed it!. no he was not dancing like them gay niqqas he kept it g in his skinys and a leather!
"clownin" lml

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n|e ways Tonight is the big MONEY mayweather fight, You alread sKNOW who gonna win that!
id put cash up, im kindah confident.
But that really ends dha day.
Ima Have some pikks Latah though!
*gone*
~keymahnee How?WORD!? [i like Dance and i know MAYWEATHER GONNA WIN! lml]

"As A Freshman Ima FRESH Man"

Freshman year is lookin` dope so far, despite the fact that it JUST started. The schedule lookin kind of pretty too ! Im patiently awaiting for the studio to open though. I have alot of ideas and i should post them, i Owe to everybody else. lml [laughing MAD loud]. So to start this off,  lemme atdmit that i`m Kind of scared... why? Because i kind of gotten some videos from "Miss Fiasco"`s Blog.

Yall should check it out! Its Kind of kewl, meets creativity at its fullest, with a hint of originality.

its:fragileinsomniac.blogspot.com

yew should check it out.

But since im shouting out kool people, why dont i make a shout tew thae Kid Luke and Danny"DEGREE"

, too bad luke wasn`t smart enough to make a Blog..[poor luke...lml]

but Danny Does!!

he`s a Producer~! we go 2 dha same school. he`s like a lime and i`m like a lemon .. pause.No rainbow

So heres the Blog of his: degreetracking.blogspot.com

Dew What He Say! SUBSCRIBE!

and whenever you go to youtube. Type In DATKIDMANI or Keymahnee iight? Somethin of mine might pop up

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Random thought:
Family guy is whats up!
Watch Family Guy 612 Long John Peter Free Online!
its really funny. tha chris skit in tha beginning! was classic. and you can always count on peter tew do somethin!


heres one of my favorite artists, Charles Hamilton, Sampling family guy
http://www.megaupload.com/?d=SGG3BQ5U

http://www.zshare.net/audio/570874266c59aa3f



~Keymahnee How?WORD!? [ Family Guy Rocks, School A Priority...smh . lml]

do Yew Play Tag? [Graffitti]

Im still going through the cycle of experiencing new art.  Hard a band at the cotton club , Killed It, I Heard every kind of rapper, that means 'Gangsta', Southern, East coast, west coast, Freestyle, commercial, then you have the real i rhyme what i see and what i feel kind of people. I can Be whoever i feel like being when it comes to rap. I'm learning to play keys on the piano, and I`m getting pretty good at. I want to play guitar so badly! They say all people of color can play the percussion. My Moms Can sing, i wonder if that gene got passed down to me .loml. But That pretty much covers the music aspect of art besides the whole composer , musician, lyricist thing that should be more mainstream. But hey, who can change the world?

Art is any many forms, It remind me of mystique from XMEN. LML.  But anyway. The next sight of art im gonnah be working on is Photography and other visual art. Drawing, IDK Bout Graffiti but i do love how it looks, A fresh NY feel "You Know" Graffiti is slowing fading away too. It is vandalizing property but SEGA sure did advertise it in one of my favorite game [that i learned freedom of expression from] JET SET RADIO! and Beside that every Tony Hawk Game out.So as you can see its pretty cool concepts that stimulate my mind so lemme not get big headed, Shouts out to Sega, CH, Danny. [Im Forever Giving shouts out lml


and im spitting somethin off this beat i calll it "Whatva"





but i really can get into drawing and Photography, directing etc. "YOU already KNOW"


~Keymahnee How?WORD!?

Am i Afraid 2 Pck Up Tha Telephone?

Its a Shame when your so afraid to stand up to an awkward moment you can let it control your life. That`s what i don`t want to happen. But not seeing a group of people that share mutual love then all of a  sudden just stop showing a sense of communication is just eating me up inside. [pause]. Im Just being real. I could randomly just start picking up the phone, idontknow how that`ll help/solve anything. i can also ,out of the blue, just pop up. But the truth of the matter is i just appease my self and avoid that heart to heart chat/ conversation/ chance to open up, that i really need but Its whatever.
With This Being Said. Let It Be Known that i Love My Family
And Ill Do whatever To get As Close to whoever Cares For Me or Has The Chance To.
I Live off of mutual Respect.
 "Please, dont give me the silent treatment even though, i , myself have not been speaking, My cries inside have been overpowered i guess k. howard put together were meant to spell coward"
Thats All I Have to Say.
~Keymahnee How?WORD!?

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